Well...my son is on a new journey. Yes, the tears are flowing! My prayers go with him. In fact, the Lord is right there with him. What peace that brings to my heart. As I began to type God sent a little angel my way to kiss me on the cheek and hug my neck (my youngest son, one of the twins). And a few minutes later he sent another little angel my way (my daughter) who did the exact same thing...God knows just what we need at just the right time!
I just cried and cried this afternoon. I know it will get easier...for the days when it's not, I pray for strength!
posted by Laura @ 4:33 PM
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I'm sorry. Not that your son has grown and is maturing and becoming independent, and all the good things that go along with it. But, I am sorry for your pain. I can't fathom to know how you feel having not even birthed a child yet. But I know how I feel when one of my nieces or nephews takes a step toward independence, however small and there is definite conflict of emotions. Pride and happiness in watching them become thier own person, but sadness at knowing that the closer they get to flying, the less they seem to need you to carry them. And they aren't even mine. So I can at least get a tiny glimpse of what you must be dealing with. This wasn't very uplifting, sorry. However, I don't even know you, but still believe, by reading your heart, that you did a great job, and should be most proud!
Hey Laura, you are such a wonderful mom. He is feeling the same way being away from you!! He knows where you are and you will see him more than you like at times. I am glad he had a good day today, God has him when you dont and you will both be ok.
Love you loads.
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